Replaced

You’ll ignore this like all the other messages but I pray one day these things won’t bother me anymore. I can’t help the way I’m built and what effects my heart. If I could, I would’ve changed ages ago. May you never feel as if you were wiped out and replaced the way I do. Those people you guys spend so much time with were never my friends. I see that now. The life we had is pretty much nonexistent. I see photos of my son and the man I loved with another woman standing in the spot where I stood in the photos. I see other people comment on the beautiful family that used to be my beautiful family. The one I put the blood sweat and tears into. I pull up to a place I used to call home and made a home with you and I feel like a stranger. It’s terrible and I hope it never happens to you.

-messages sent and ignored-

LL.

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