i have finished this book, put down the pen
no longer able to write the story of what was or could have been
all these dogeared tear stained pages we keep rereading
this is where we end this and set me free
i don’t want to be these words, this poetry
this ache, this all encompassing need
this never satisfied desire, this sadness, this sorrow
a perpetual heartbreak novel
checked out but often forgotten it had ever been borrowed
that you didn’t want to keep reading
so I wrote the last chapter, the last note, the last words
and finally admitted what we really were
just another love story with a tragic ending
transcribed in my blood as I lived and breathed it
a drowning with promise and pain compilation of letters you’ll never open
returned to the shelf with the binding mostly broken
with i’ll love you forever in every drop of ink
and the very last line of these tattered pages reads
Goodbye
LL
the blood & the bones
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