The Blood & The Bones

How embarrassing it is at times to be so vocal about rejection.. about love that was never reciprocated and attachment that I felt that they never did.  I tell myself not to be so loud about my heartbreak. To keep quiet in this hurt.  To protect myself from them knowing just how hard it broke me.

But then I figured out that I am not shameful of how I feel or how I love.. I am not ashamed of the intensity of feelings for the people I let in when I truly believed they were worth it. Even just to get over the walls I built, you would have had to show great effort and caliber.  So, why should I be ashamed that I let myself want you?

Because one day, the ones who threw it away will realize how a girl like me, who give what I give and made them feel wanted unconditionally, is truly irreplaceable.

I may lose my pride now.  But in the end it’s you that lost something that cannot be found again.

LL