The Blood & The Bones

I figured out awhile ago that I’m not the girl that anyone keeps. While I may tend to get romantic notions and hope for a fairytale, I don’t think that’s in the cards for me. So, that is why I’m like a butterfly now. Just sort of floating about.. helping people be more themselves by getting into their heads and then leaving them better than I found them.

You can’t be broken by others detaching from you if you never let yourself get attached to them.

I said this in a text today. When I read back over it, I started to cry. this is incredibly real. This is what is has come to. It’s not a loss of hope but a realization that this is what is meant for me. No more. No less. And it’s heartbreaking.

LL