I see the violence in you
the want for the song of blades cutting skin
and fists impacting meat and bone
the hard on for inflicting pain
it sits emblazoned on your calloused palms
like fire itching for a firefight
the way the bullet slides through metal
and finds it’s unwilling home
building the rage
until you’re all but consumed
disguising it as doing
what you’re trained to do
you become the beast
on too long a leash
a machine for war
a hired goon
but, I see you
I see the terror
as it fills you up
to fuck your brain
into submission
convinced that it is not fear
But strength for the mission
as you prepare yourself
for it to begin again
waiting to be used
for the sinner’s sins
your eyes on all the ways in
even when you know it’s just me
on the other side of them
yes, I won’t lie
I see the killer in you
but, unlike yourself
I see the man too
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