You will never see this but I was the most honest with you and I will never regret that. Our experience showed me that love is not for me, at least not right now, and that the pain of letting myself finally fall again has been debilitating and yet, I don’t take it back. I don’t regret being vulnerable and tender with you. I was being my truest self. You made me feel safe in that way. And even though it didn’t work out, I am grateful that I got the chance to be me again, even if I had to put her away up on the highest shelf when you left.

LL

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