There are some things even I can’t write about… things that have ripped my soul from me or continue to gnaw at the few tendons of strength and resolve that hold on. I feel them snapping one by one.
And I am looking to God. Begging him for miracles every day. She deserves better than this. They all do.
The other side will come and I will have the words for this. I will have something more to say than begging for prayer. I will have gratitude that she pulled through and that many more did or will.
But, for now I am at a loss hoping against the loss of her. And all I can do is wait. Hope and wait.
the blood
& the bones
The Blood & The Bones 
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