The Blood & The Bones

A journal entry…

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It’s the way your words are flat now and I am left to fill in the blanks. And how unfortunately my head and heart will fight over what that silence means.

When really all the feeling of uncertainty should deliver is that there is nothing more for me..

I should know this. Having been to this rodeo. But you always hope that things will be as they were.

Oddly enough, I didn’t need anything to immediately come of it. I just wanted the words to mean something.

Desire was there, yes.. no question. Those words are full and overflowing but beyond that I know that I am just a time filler, a soul searcher, an always available source of ego stroking poetry and ponderment. A very limited engagement.

And that’s all I’ll ever be..

LL