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my body has become joint property
and often more his than mine
a simple thought of him
and I am there again
fully immersed
in the first time
he showed me
how pain can be pleasure
and pleasure can be pain
bending me forward
firm hands
claiming every bit of my exposure
sinking into the exquisite memory
the thought of him so commanding
as if he is right here standing over me again
and I know what comes next
because I can still feel the way it felt
replayed so often over and over in my head
how he made it hurt like nothing else
and how I could not get enough of it
the blood
& the bones

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