I often reminisce on when you would not take no for an answer
the brutality of being wanted that much
and how that desire
which said “you will not deny me”
started the fire that burned on the pyre
time and distance had built for us
feeding the flames
each time you spread me open and pushed apart my reluctance
or rejection
as it burned, I became more yours
and less of whatever else I had been
I want that again
if you seek a thing that lasts
don’t let us fall into complacency
the love I have is always best
when forced or taken
sometimes stolen, sometimes an offering
a game we play, a door you open
I have shown you the lock and all but given you the key
do not waste the opportunity to be the kind of man you said you were
the one you embodied in those moments
brave enough to earn my submission and surrender
over and over
if you really want forever
do not ask for it
take it
the blood
& the bones
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