Uncategorized
-
And what I need is not just anyone.. I need someone to catch and hold the glimmer of hope in eyes that’ve gotten used to looking away. Someone who hears the words I cannot find within me to speak. Someone determined enough to see the gentle shaking of my hands and reach eagerly anyway.. No,…
-
Do you go away again simply because it’s just that easy? Or, is it because it’s too hard to stay? It is hard for me too.. But even harder without you. LL~ {thoughts of a girl left behind}
-
I loved you. The rest is a blur. LL~
-
Please stop stalking me on social media. We have discussed your unhealthy and unwarranted attachment and mental instability. You won’t find anything here. I don’t want to be with him and he’s stated that he doesn’t want to be with you. If he did, I wouldn’t care either way.. I am just tired of the…
-
There was happiness. So much fucking happiness. But, then there was also that constant underlying turmoil. Because, even when I tried my hardest to ignore it. I always felt you leaving before you were even gone. Lots of women know when they love a runner and they try to make you stay anyway. But, you…
-
My son has been pretty adamant about the one thing he really really wants for Christmas is a baby sister. Finally, today, I figured I’d explain to him that this was a difficult task for Santa to manage or Mama, for that matter, with no boyfriend or husband. I see him looking at me in…
-
I beg. I plead. I pray. I grieve. I scream. I bleed. Please release me. LL~
-
Sometimes I’ll type your name in the search bar just to see what comes up. Sometimes it’s new photos or things you’ve liked. I don’t do this to be nosey. Just to see what you’ve been up to.. to feel closer to you. Today was the first time I’d done this in quite a long…
-
Yes, hello Yes, I know It’s been awhile Not sure how long But it’s been Just long enough For the numbness To set in Yes, I know I play along I laugh and I smile So they think time Healed the wounds Because I never Say your name Or speak of The darkness Once I…
-
Time spent alone is what recharges my soul. I get to focus on the burning colors of the sky. The sound of the fallen leaves under my feet. The way the sun dips itself into the edges of the earth to sleep and the moon reigns through the night. And now I think of you…
