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  • Maybe in another life you will not have hurt me… …but if you had maybe I would’ve been strong enough to let it go. LL~ I’m sorry.

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  • All The Way

    He said, there’s nothing wrong with you. You just love all the way. And I didn’t know how to tell him that it wasn’t just for anyone. That the day I saw the hazel of his eyes and felt the darkness of his soul, that I was his. Completely and without pause. His possession, his

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  • Little Boy

    …for my birthday boy… All that I am sits on the edge of your smile Shines in the hope in your eyes Perched on the tippy top of your little big heart All of my torn and tattered bits Blanketed by your light For you are the innocence, the humanity The brightest star, the adventure

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  • ..

    Sticks and stones may break my bones. But words will shred me into tiny fragile pieces. …………. I just pray our child doesn’t inherit that side of you and never finds out just what kind of man you really are. LL~

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  • Trapped

    I never intended my love to be a prison but I guess that’s what it was.  And I ache inside thinking I held you within confines you never wanted.  Was being us so bad? I want to call you or come to you. I want to scream your name and beg you to please not

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  • .

    It’s simple. You are the storm and the calm in me. And as much as that terrifies me, it soothes me too. And that’s why there can never be another Who will have the parts of me that now belong to you. LL~

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  • Maybe

    Maybe I disguise how fucked up I am By fucking up everything around me… LL~

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  • I’m fine.

    You caught me. For a moment the front had fallen and I looked into the sun and I wished for the clouds because.. Because then I could blame them.  But the brightest star hung steady.  I felt it’s failed attempts to cling to me.  To try to deter the storm. And you saw me with

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  • Love and Logic

    I wish I could explain it .. The way my head and heart do battle. But the words I mean to give you, they rush to the tip of my tongue then draw back, they retreat scared to uncover my weaknesses even though they know they must.. So, I am left, tied up tongue, mouth

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  • If you look at me now when the day is longer than my spirit. Or the mornings have come too early.. If there is sadness, if my eyes look weary in the light.. Just know that it’s not you that causes this. For you, my love, my son, you are the good in me. You

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