“How can it be that the sharpest blade could be wrapped up so delicately?” I can see the confusion in his eyes as he has never known a woman who was half of hell and most of heaven all at once.. “I have lost control with you. I fear this is an addiction at this…

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the first time. Do not askhow oceans surgeor stars dieor people leavewho swore they wouldn’tand do not ask me how you stumbled upon meand how here in this bed you will claimwhat has been minefor far too longthe windows dark, reflectivebut the night sky, she knowsshe knows I am giving myself to youor you’re taking…

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I can’t figure out if love makes things too complicated. Isn’t it easier to be numb? To be whole and not shared? To never have your insecurities brought to light? To never be scared? Did you ever catch yourself saying why am I like this? Why do these things matter? Why does this hurt? How…

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you are the absolutepersonificationof every timeI have written about a lovethat feels like home the blood& the bones

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it’s the words that come just after the rush… as I am flushed breathless chest pulsing toward the sky legs agape and glazed in the wash of us I am a mess and a masterpiece divinely and wholly his after being used so rigorously so deliciously good girl he says and I am ready to…

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I have loved you in every lifetime before this one. And I knew that I would love you again. It just took a little longer, a few more roads, a few more mountains. But now we’re home. the blood & the bones

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I can see how, in life, being a controlled analytical man would be beneficial. I am quite sure the reserved and restricted man is an easier route to pursue.. How he would think the wisest move is to be a man who’s self governance protects him from indulgent pleasure and his heart from softening and…

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sans explanation. I will not fault themfor their lack of understandingthis love confuses even meand I am chest deep in itbut I refuse to waste my wordsto defend or definehow we fell in without touchhow we wade through it togetherhow we have made our offeringsand thanked our Gods for this oceanin hopes that they will…

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to be found. I went to those mountains to find words for these pages. I have filled the others with lust, longing and failed love. I have covered them with sorrow and grief. I was expecting more of this. But instead I only wrote about you. You. Three letters that capture so much. A word…

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• I left him there in unanswered .. Just as they had done to me many times before. Every promise I didn’t make was already broken. And every one he needed was weighed down with misplaced love. All he did was try to show me that it could be gentle too. That it could be…

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