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Car doors slam, lights flash. I always think it’s you. Tonight, more than ever, I hoped it would be. Maybe you’d have begged me. Maybe you would have made me believe you. Why can’t you ever stay? I don’t mean always physically. Emotionally and mentally you fade each time. I just can’t anymore. I don’t
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Something I’ll never quite understand is how someone can know the really awful things you’ve been through and knowingly put you through pain again. How they can reopen the wounds you have stitched and licked and tried like hell to heal. Yet men do this quite a lot. I’m sure women do too but, as
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That feeling just sits there. In the back of your throat. You cannot cry right now. No, you have to hold it in. Hold it down. Force that smile. Everyone thinks your beautiful. That you handle the chaos with class. But, inside, you are melting. You are slowly seeping into a puddle of yourself or
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Did I have your heart for a little while? Or did you just have me fooled? I keep thinking it was real for a bit. Hoping. The alternative is that you used me. That I was a novelty. Just a bit of curiosity. And I’m not sure I could deal with that. That would destroy
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Heartbreaker. No, not even close. That’s what they call me. That’s what they expect of me. They see the curve in my hips and the danger on my lips and they think, she’s trouble. They feel my sexual aura and they assume that I am just that.. sex and sultry.. cunning and cold. I am
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sometimes it takes another to tell you of the poison slowly filling up your drink because you’ve been sipping it so long that you rely upon taste even if it’s slowly but surely robbing you of happiness was she the toxic mess that ruined your first ever after like she played a part in ruining
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There is an imbalance Of light and dark Inside us all You have uncovered my darkness And I have lit up your night Perhaps, in this, we have found The key to life. LL.
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… I am and it shows. 🖤 it is impossible to hide and I don’t have to. No hesitance just pure acceptance. Finally.
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No matter what, I’m still happy we have a beautiful little boy together. Call me fake. Say I use him to get to you. Say whatever it is you want and believe what anybody who doesn’t know the whole story tells you. I know the truth and you do too. You are just easily influenced
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I saw you on my birthday. You didn’t mention it. But you never miss important dates. I felt nothing as I looked at you. Not even disappointment Maybe just foolish Maybe I never felt anything to begin with. Maybe I just got swept up. How did I fall for it so many times? Am I
The Blood & The Bones 