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And after writing all those words and letting you back in again, I lost you anyway. But, let’s be honest. You were never mine to begin with. A woman can give her all to someone and it won’t matter if he has nothing to give in return. I wasn’t even worth a goodbye.
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Excuse me while I purge…. ….as I have so many words inside me right now. They are bubbling up into my chest, spilling out into my rib cage. My heart is enclosed within them and I can feel them in my throat as if I’m choking. You came back. That’s all I’ve been able to
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so, now I promise to find you again for a heart does not have to be full for a hand to be held. And, so maybe I’ll pretend if even just for a night. LL.
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You asked how I had been And I thought to say that I’d been Looking at the same 2 stars each night And pretending they were your eyes That I’d cried myself to sleep unforgiven More nights than a heart could handle That I had dug and dug Through piles of dirt and layers of
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I met a boy. He’s giving me smiles I had forgotten about. More than just distraction. He makes me laugh like my heart has never been broken. It’s new but keep your fingers firmly crossed. I just want to love the right one. And have him love me back.
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The Beginning You say bear with me, L. You say this with your eyes and with your lips. You say this with your heart and with your touch. But, if I bear with you, will you let the strength of my calm and the truth in my wake guide you to your path? Back to
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The depth of my love for you, littlest one… You could fill canyons and valleys and oceans and rivers and the universe with the love I have for you and have it be overflowing into the stars and waves and currents and dirt of this earth. And because I love you this much, I do
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I am a peaceful river and it’s rocky shore people come to me and they search for the most beautiful stone then they leave and it seems that in the end they give that stone to another leaving me a little less than I was And them a little more LL.
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And the last of you left today. A part I didn’t even know was there until it was leaving. I guess I know now why my emotions were all over the place. Why my dreams have been about one thing. My mind may never know for sure but my heart does. LL.
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And there will come a time, you’ll see, with no more tears. And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears. Get over your hill and see what you find there, With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair. — Mumford & Son
The Blood & The Bones 