The fantasy Finally you can’t stop yourselfdesire is a demon and you are possessed in one swift movement we are holding hands as in one of yours binds mine tight above my head and the other struggles to pull up the skirt of my dressthere you find nothing between your fingers and my skin and…

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He said when I’m over there it’s just simpler. I get up everyday knowing I’m a part of a team. My mind if valued for its strategic thoughts. My body is a killing machine. I have a purpose, a reason, I am a part of something greater than me. My uniform fits, my kit is…

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Sitting in the car listening to the rain thinking about how there were days, a long time ago, when I prayed for the life I have now. It’s messy, it’s rushed a lot of the time, organized chaos mostly. I’m juggling a lot always. And at the end of the day after I put my…

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how did I know it was you?awake in the daylost was wrapped around my very bones but, in a dreamI had come to the end of a long roadand there you stood the stars were falling all around you like confettiand I was amazed at how the light of the moon and the sun shone…

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Should you ever come to a crossroads where the path to me is not the clear choice. Please go down the other. I am meant for certainty and nothing less.

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There is no dying of the light Just an acceptance of the night LL

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i would rather dance with the devil than an angel who won’t know how to hold me the blood & the bones For love or war. This dance brings us to the highest peak and to our knees. Dancing with the devil can apply to most anything. It can be the person it hurts to…

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The weight of his words .. not paragraphs, not stories. Just a line here and there. A few letters holding hands becoming a cannon. This man could sink the ship that is me with a single poetic flick of his tongue. He was the only thing that could stop me dead in my tracks. And…

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you are not him and the weight of that is more than I can carry LL

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I am thankful for the hours spent running around the hospital or stuck behind a desk because it has shown me the value of life and I have met some real life self sacrificing heroes in the doctors I work with everyday and allows me to provide for my son. I am thankful for the…

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