I figured out awhile ago that I’m not the girl that anyone keeps. While I may tend to get romantic notions and hope for a fairytale, I don’t think that’s in the cards for me. So, that is why I’m like a butterfly now. Just sort of floating about.. helping people be more themselves by…

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and when i am gone when i am no more bury my ashes in flowing water where it will carry bits of me to smooth the roughness of the rocks and sift through the thickness of the dirt leave me in the dark to find my way for this is how i have lived and…

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and just as I am who I am built of meat and bone you were there embedded in my marrow in my veins you were as much me as I was myself so when they asked why I could not break away how could I explain to be rid of you to be apart from…

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I was ready to love nowBut none of them couldAnd this is who I amThe girl who gets leaned onAnd left behind LL

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love is never cut and dry or simple or easy it hurts like hell yet still I want you with all of me even knowing with equal parts that there is no love returned LL

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I entertain them but it’s all empty… I feel nothing anymore. I think I gave you everything I had left. LL

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mouth gagged yet still i beg with my eyes find the ropes my love be not gentle when you wrap them bind me tightly have your way with my body and my mind in this i will be fulfilled   LL the blood & the bones  

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It is not a gentle touch that I seek out But marks and reminders of where I belong and how I will be taken whenever he desires I am here for the ropes, not the roses LL

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I was the dirt under your fingernails And you were the blood in my veins LL

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you slit my throat and painted me in all the reasons with the very blood that poured from me and still it was me who said i’m sorry   LL   I am sorry for what I was and what I was not. I am sorry for loving as much as I did and it…

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