I am living in a story I did not write For I never would have imagined that my poems would all end this way.   LL

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How embarrassing it is at times to be so vocal about rejection.. about love that was never reciprocated and attachment that I felt that they never did.  I tell myself not to be so loud about my heartbreak. To keep quiet in this hurt.  To protect myself from them knowing just how hard it broke…

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i know you are a killer it’s what you’re trained to do and as I sat across from you that night and saw how you fell out of love with me i wanted to ask you what it was like to watch a person you thought you’d spend your life with die too LL

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Silence screams the truth If you listen long enough And what I heard was that I was not worth even a goodbye LL

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i let them go i push them away i’m not good good enough to make them want to or let them stay i am the girl who ran and who got away the lines are blurred but it’s all the fucking same LL the blood & the bones  

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You needed me once And you hurt me the most LL

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I’m not sure why you’re still hereI’m not sure why you stayedPity or hurt or confusionNone of those are obligations You don’t need to feel sorry for me Or how I waited But, it’s ok to go now because I’m not standing still anymoreI’m walking the other way LL

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I hope you know..they aren’t all about youbut some are..And that doesn’t worry me, you knowing just how bad it broke me even though I feel shame that you never felt the same.. that I was just an infatuation.But people should know when they change someone …Even if it isn’t for the better… LLthe blood…

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People ask how are you? But they aren’t really listening to your answer. And I think I’m thankful for that as I fumble through half truths and half hearted positivity. I want to confess that I am strong and yet so weak at the moment and I don’t know quite which way up is. This…

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I wish I could hear from you again to hear my name roll off your tongue and you don’t have to say much more just let me hear that one more time LL

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