in every hope there is a someday a maybe, a wish, a dream in every hope there is a you and there is a me And a death A bloody fucking massacre Being wanted but never needed Disappointment and endless waiting … A beautiful time bomb In hope there is magic and forever and disaster

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Don’t worry I never thought you could love me Anyway LL

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i found a fence around your heartlined with razor blades and barbed wireevery time I have tried to find a way inI end up bloodyI should just walk awaythese cuts and bruisesthey should deter mebut I think I know nowwhat I am built forI think I know nowwhat I want and needI want you snd

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The dream was so real I could still feel your warmth on the sheets. But in reality, you’d never been there. You never will be. And it wasn’t that I ever loved you. No, we never had the time to fall in love. And I’m not sure it would have ever been like what we

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I will be the darkness you run to LL

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It wasn’t mine so I let it go. Everything is fluid now. Everything flows.This is growth. This is healing. Nothing I’ve ever finally let go of, escaped without the impression of my hands dug deep into its surface, my fingernails in its skin. And it took me awhile to realize, holding on to what wants

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I was no fool I knew You wanted me You just didn’t want to LL

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and if nothing else you gave me this pain to write about how could I not be grateful for that?   LL

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what i never considered what i didn’t know was that you wanted me only in private out of shame   LL

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you gave them all of those love songs and none of them were about me   LL

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