• ‘What happened this time?” They ask.  And I see the judgement in their eyes. They know this isn’t the first time. But I don’t talk about it.  I keep the secrets hidden within me.  You know it’s easier that way. But, one day I will.  One day I’ll talk about this hole inside my chest you left.…

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  • A lot of people will tell you to stop looking for the spark.. They will tell you to accept mediocre & be happy with anyone willing to sit contently beside you for a lifetime. They’ll urge you to settle, to give up the search for butterflies & chemistry & a love that’s extraordinary .. But…

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  • A lot of people will tell you to stop looking the spark.. to be happy with mediocre.. with stability from anyone willing to sit contently beside you for a lifetime. They’ll urge you to settle, to give up the search for butterflies and that thing that makes your whole body vibrate at just the mention…

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  • I won’t lie I loved being someone you loved LL~ the blood & the bones

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  • I cannot live in their kind of love There must be possession and obsession Treasured.. adored And made to obey As much for me As it is for you I feel the tenderness and belonging In being at your disposal That the normal world Chooses not to understand I have found my place Because you…

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  • everyday war was waged you hated yourself and I loved you ……. to battle the mind is a silent, violent massacre and I could not break through the gates ……. LL~ |you win, you lose| the blood & the bones

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  • 3 wishes For this aching in my chest to stop For the awful words you said to be erased from my memory For someone, someday, to love me like I loved you LL~

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  • Ok Ok Ok That’s all you said But I read it as goodbye I was always good at hearing what you weren’t saying LL~

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  • Say something Release me from this I am drowning Forever But never Am I pulled all the way under Please, if you ever loved me Throw me a rope or a rock So that I will know Whether to hold on or let go LL~

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  • My heart tells me to write But all that comes out of these fingertips Over and over and over Is your name LL~

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