• Stuck

    Stuck somewhere between I’ll never take you back and I wish you’d never left… LL~

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  • Craving

    I want to feed your desires.. to be the one thing that will nourish your appetite for touch. I want to be the only one that satisfies your hunger and that aching need to have my skin always upon your own. Crave me in this way and I promise I will always keep you fed……

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  • Sometimes, even though it hurts more than you can imagine, you have to be so cruel to the people you need to cut ties with in order to really sever them. You do this not because it’s your true self. Not because you want to inflict pain unnecessarily but because, if you do not, they…

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  • Again

    People can tell you they love you all day long. It’s not even difficult and you don’t even have to mean it. They can profess it in lyrics. They can fly it from a plane in the sky. They can take out a billboard. They can tell all their friends. They can shout it from…

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  • Play for Keeps

    M – I have to bleed this out now so be patient with me.  It won’t sound like poetry or prose.  It may not even make sense but it is all that I have to give you now. I have tried to be patient, understanding, empathetic and all the things I could try to be…

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  • Maybe tomorrow

    I wanted to write about you today. I wanted to write about loving you through to the other side but knowing that it was impossible. My words where jumbled up in clumps and clusters and they wouldn’t line up with where my heart was going so I didn’t. I tried. I stopped and started in…

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  • Car doors slam, lights flash. I always think it’s you. Tonight, more than ever, I hoped it would be. Maybe you’d have begged me. Maybe you would have made me believe you. Why can’t you ever stay? I don’t mean always physically. Emotionally and mentally you fade each time. I just can’t anymore. I don’t…

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  • Something I’ll never quite understand is how someone can know the really awful things you’ve been through and knowingly put you through pain again. How they can reopen the wounds you have stitched and licked and tried like hell to heal. Yet men do this quite a lot. I’m sure women do too but, as…

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  • Reality

    That feeling just sits there.  In the back of your throat.  You cannot cry right now.  No, you have to hold it in.  Hold it down.  Force that smile.  Everyone thinks your beautiful.  That you handle the chaos with class.  But, inside, you are melting.  You are slowly seeping into a puddle of yourself or…

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