The Blood & The Bones

It wasn’t mine so I let it go. Everything is fluid now. Everything flows.This is growth. This is healing. Nothing I’ve ever finally let go of, escaped without the impression of my hands dug deep into its surface, my fingernails in its skin. And it took me awhile to realize, holding on to what wants…

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I was no fool I knew You wanted me You just didn’t want to LL

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and if nothing else you gave me this pain to write about how could I not be grateful for that?   LL

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what i never considered what i didn’t know was that you wanted me only in private out of shame   LL

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you gave them all of those love songs and none of them were about me   LL

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Are they really expecting too much from you?  Or just asking you for basic human connection/communication/considerateness/kindness/effort? Are they really an overthinker?  Or are they just trying to fill in the communication gaps because they aren’t sure what’s going on/what you’re thinking/if they are wasting their time/if you really are into them or just using them?…

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  you plant seeds of doubt and water them with silence and then wonder why no one wants to stay we go, not so quickly at first, but we go we leave to find places we are invited into instead of where we must force ourselves to fit   LL the blood & the bones

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i do not know what you want from me but I do know that I can’t afford to give it anymore   LL the blood & the bones

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Some self reflection after the last few months of my life… Thank you God/the Universe/whatever higher power exists, for not giving me what I thought I wanted.  I have been hurt, yes, there is no mistaking that.  But, you have saved me from a life of heartbreak so many times by removing people that did…

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This time around it wasn’t so much that I had given him yet another chance he didn’t deserve, it was more that I missed out on an opportunity with someone else in order to give him that chance.  That night he popped back up, I had plans but I cancelled them for him. I gave…

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