I used to think of us as a burning house
a place falling to ash and ruin that I would run into
time and time again
to try and save what I loved
I see now through the smoke and singed flesh
that took a decade to clear and heal
that you were the burning house
you were the incinerator
the strike, the spark, the flame
i couldn’t have saved you
not after every match you struck
not after drop of gasoline you spilled carelessly
and honestly, so fucking effortlessly
While I threw my whole body on the blaze
even if there had still been something to rescue
even if there had still been something between us
one sided love is not meant to be saved
the blood
& the bones
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