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in mourning still but the earth on your grave is long since fresh and yet you are everywhere I look your memory walking around this life like they dug that grave for me like it’s me who’s dead the blood & the bones
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there is love that is lost love that is forbidden and love that never was and somehow we were all of these things at once LL
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you didn’t deserve mebut I loved you anywayso I carry the weightof not being wantedand I carry the blame LL
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I was in a war with myself to keep you loving me and you were in a war over there and had no idea I tried to be strong for you, for us, for them. But not for myself. There was so much inside of me I never said.. I wanted so bad to be
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The fantasy Finally you can’t stop yourselfdesire is a demon and you are possessed in one swift movement we are holding hands as in one of yours binds mine tight above my head and the other struggles to pull up the skirt of my dressthere you find nothing between your fingers and my skin and
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He said when I’m over there it’s just simpler. I get up everyday knowing I’m a part of a team. My mind if valued for its strategic thoughts. My body is a killing machine. I have a purpose, a reason, I am a part of something greater than me. My uniform fits, my kit is
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Sitting in the car listening to the rain thinking about how there were days, a long time ago, when I prayed for the life I have now. It’s messy, it’s rushed a lot of the time, organized chaos mostly. I’m juggling a lot always. And at the end of the day after I put my
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how did I know it was you?awake in the daylost was wrapped around my very bones but, in a dreamI had come to the end of a long roadand there you stood the stars were falling all around you like confettiand I was amazed at how the light of the moon and the sun shone
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Should you ever come to a crossroads where the path to me is not the clear choice. Please go down the other. I am meant for certainty and nothing less.
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There is no dying of the light Just an acceptance of the night LL