The Blood & The Bones

i give you mine   you borrow theirs   i offer you heaven   you long for hell   LL~

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If you only knew how many times I wanted to get drunk just to have an excuse to text you and ask you why I wasn’t enough .. LL~

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My heart tells me you’ve found another or gravitated back to old, dangerous flames just to feel the burn. That’s all you know. And all I know is I still feel the same about you even if I have moved on too. I can’t suffocate the fire in me. But, I’ll keep trying.. forever searching…

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And what I need is not just anyone.. I need someone to catch and hold the glimmer of hope in eyes that’ve gotten used to looking away. Someone who hears the words I cannot find within me to speak. Someone determined enough to see the gentle shaking of my hands and reach eagerly anyway.. No,…

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Do you go away again simply because it’s just that easy? Or, is it because it’s too hard to stay? It is hard for me too.. But even harder without you. LL~ {thoughts of a girl left behind}

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I loved you. The rest is a blur. LL~

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Please stop stalking me on social media. We have discussed your unhealthy and unwarranted attachment and mental instability. You won’t find anything here. I don’t want to be with him and he’s stated that he doesn’t want to be with you. If he did, I wouldn’t care either way.. I am just tired of the…

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There was happiness. So much fucking happiness. But, then there was also that constant underlying turmoil. Because, even when I tried my hardest to ignore it. I always felt you leaving before you were even gone. Lots of women know when they love a runner and they try to make you stay anyway. But, you…

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My son has been pretty adamant about the one thing he really really wants for Christmas is a baby sister. Finally, today, I figured I’d explain to him that this was a difficult task for Santa to manage or Mama, for that matter, with no boyfriend or husband. I see him looking at me in…

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I beg. I plead. I pray. I grieve. I scream. I bleed. Please release me. LL~

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