• Search Bar

    Sometimes I’ll type your name in the search bar just to see what comes up. Sometimes it’s new photos or things you’ve liked. I don’t do this to be nosey. Just to see what you’ve been up to.. to feel closer to you. Today was the first time I’d done this in quite a long…

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  • Yes, hello Yes, I know It’s been awhile Not sure how long But it’s been Just long enough For the numbness To set in Yes, I know I play along I laugh and I smile So they think time Healed the wounds Because I never Say your name Or speak of The darkness Once I…

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  • Time spent alone is what recharges my soul. I get to focus on the burning colors of the sky. The sound of the fallen leaves under my feet. The way the sun dips itself into the edges of the earth to sleep and the moon reigns through the night. And now I think of you…

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  • The Kiss

    There are things we forget when one leaves and things that revisit us without warning.. Like that time you spun me around in the middle of the sidewalk and pressed your mouth to mine… you kissed me hard under the streetlights in the middle of downtown.   And not long after that, on another night a…

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  • This fucking rain.. it makes me melancholy and unsettled. And we’ve had so goddamned much of it the last 6 months. But, at least I’m writing and taking notice of things that I find beautiful and intricate and inspiring. And, most importantly, I am enjoying and exploring the silence within me and not drowning it…

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  • Forbidden Fruit

    Listen, when you finally find me you’ll worry, like you always do, that you’re too much. Too hard. Too hopeless. Too cold. You’ll feel the sugary sweetness and warmth of me and the open arms of my understanding and you’ll wonder if my skin is thick enough. If my tolerance has ever been truly tested.…

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  • He would say.. She’s just a friend, crazy, no one, a colleague, an acquaintance, unstable, insignificant, someone who won’t go away. I don’t know why she’s calling.. texting..doing this.. saying that… And I loved him for a year. And he loved me. Behind closed doors and then in full view. Unofficially. Officially and back again.…

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  • Crimson

    Deep purple, blood red Velvet thighs and parted lips Deeper, deeper darlin And deeper still Into you and unto me Crimson and black Washing over us You drank from me And I from you Limbs and lips Locked and loaded Feed me, feel me Fuck me, love me Made for me And I for you…

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  • Today you said “we feel things differently” and for the first time in the year that I’ve known you, I thought of that as a bad thing. You see, up until now, I always thought that was one of the things that brought us together.  Because, I feel the things you refuse to and you…

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  • Release

    Today, I will not think of you This promise I give myself For you are no longer a part of me You’ve left and I felt the leaving All at once but in slow motion Yet, I stayed for quite some time Hand reaching out hopeful And even after time had passed You could still…

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