• When We Are Older

    When we were young we tried to love I bit my tongue You stayed too long And when you ran Parts of me You stole away What I could not keep When you were gone The tempest came And just like a storm It always rained The hole too deep I could not dig These…

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  • Dear Me

    Dear Me, You keep letting him creep back in. You keep ending up hurt. You spend nights and days wondering why you do this to yourself. Because truly it is you allowing him to continue to take what suits him. And the return, at this point, is so fucking minimal, if there is any at…

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  • When

    When the day is over.. When my mind isn’t safely embraced by distractions. When sleep won’t come to me and release me.. When it is quiet and the minutes seem endless. When I cannot find anything to take my mind off of what once was. When there is nothing between the broken promises and the…

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  • Ramblings..

    One of the reasons my last love left me because I loved him too much. Not in a bad way but in away he felt he could never compete with. And, while I don’t want to change myself, I wonder if loving too much will always be my curse? LL~

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  • sometimes

    Sometimes I won’t think of you for hours and then the missing you will hit me in waves Like a blow to the chest, I am struck by the absence of you.  I try to snap out of it. I try not to think of the way you felt.. the way your eyes held me. Or the…

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  • Waiting

    You never asked me to wait but I think I will anyway. You don’t deserve it but that’s the thing about unconditional love It sees only the good in you. And when you’re ready, you’ll make it up to me. LL~

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  • Shadow Man

    You were here You were gone Your ghost has come To share my home He does not speak But I see him there The shadow man I feel him stare I sit with him I say your name His mouth is gone His eyes show pain He is the darkness You left with me A…

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  • Thief

    I looked only at you For so long that I missed a chance to maybe have something that could’ve been good for me I was too focused on loving something that I knew I always knew would tear me apart so, in the end he took more from me than just my past he took…

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  • 23

    S, It’s been 23 days since I’ve seen you. I miss you. It hasn’t dulled or stopped. The ache is just as strong as it ever was. I keep waiting for it to. They say time will help but each day is just like the last. I talk to you sometimes. I can hear your…

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  • Hey Boy…

    Hey boy Where will you go With all that death In your soul All the makeshift hearts You holiday in While you play the game And hide your sins Hey boy Tell me this Where was your mind When we first kissed Were you with me Had you ever been When did you start To…

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