• True Love

    There were many times, in this life, I thought I was in love but never until this last time did I truly love another in the way I believe it is meant to be done. Unconditionally. And with all of me. And now that it’s absolutely over and I can feel the hollow and hear…

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    I asked you once if you thought of me You said I always do I should’ve said that I think of you too Now and always And in the spaces between Like gold filling in the cracks in me I think of you in this moment In the ones to come and the ones left…

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  • The Opposites

    There are some of us that feel nothing and there are some of us that feel everything You have to know that if one exists then so does the other.. LL~

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  • I spent so much time trying to be good enough for you That I forgot to be good enough for myself…   LL

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  • This Bed

    This Bed

      This bed. I lay here and I float here through clouds and tears and atmospheres blankets and sheets and heartbreak and defeat roll around don’t make a sound I stretch my arms as far as they’ll go you’re never there, you never were days go by and I walk the walk I smile the…

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  • Believing You

    I know I need to write about what you said.  I know I need to heal the only way I know how.  If I can empty this from me then maybe I can let you go.  But, I don’t know how. It’s like I swallowed a boulder and it sits there, in the back of…

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  • Am I the only one?

    Am I the only one … Who looks for you in the places we’ve been? Who tells you good morning and goodnight somehow hoping you can hear me? Who looks through photos of a year of love.  Seeing the smile in your eyes and wondering if you’ll ever smile that way for someone else? Am…

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  • Find what you love

    Find what you love and let it kill you… I’ve read this quote for years.  It was just words before. No resonation.  It never stuck out to me. Until today. Because I realized I had. Yes, I had found what I loved.   And I had let it kill me.   And it was you.…

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  • I promise you this.. I know only a little about a little in this life but one thing I know for sure .. You will never know hurt, loneliness, heartbreak, emptiness and ultimately loss greater than when trying to love a man who does not want to be loved. I am scarred in ways I…

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  • Regret

    regrets, I have so few.. except for all the pieces of me meant for only me .. that I lost when I gave them to you LL~

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